2.26.2012
That's Love
Love is continuing to do the things you've always done for someone even when they are going unnoticed. And not throwing it back in their face; rather figuring out why they are so distracted.
2.22.2012
Reunited and It Feels So Good
So I haven't written in... An eternity? Pretty much.
I've forgotten how much my brain likes to talk to my fingers and get all my random thoughts out. Sometimes I actually hear myself talking in my head. Weeeeird.
Anywho... I'm back. I've been on writing hiatus because I've been living what I used to write about. Aka THE DREAM! Yes it's true my girl, my best friend, my other half (cliche don't care). She moved to Greensboro back in October and life has been amazing since then. It's been fun spending so much time together and getting to learn about each other in an entirely different way. The things I used to lay in bed and think about I now get to see every day and live every day.
We spent so much time apart, yet now that we've been able to see each other every day I can't even imagine what it was like. I can't imagine NOT having this. I see her every day and have no earthly idea how I ever went a day without seeing her. That infectious smile and that force that pulls me in... Wahh makes me smile haha ☺
Enough mushy mush. I'll probably gag at myself later, but whatever. I'm in love; you wanna make fun of me? Suck it. 😍
Sometimes I feel like no matter how hard I try, I somehow fall short. Like tonight. I felt like she could use some space so I didn't stick around much after I got home from work. Pissed her off. Really didn't mean to and now I feel bad. I didn't really know what she was acting funny for when I left...figured it had been a hard day and she just needed some time to herself. And I didn't want to distract her from posting her Euro trip pics bc I tend to distract. So to cheer her up I left flowers and a card at her door and doorbell ditched her place (minus the doorbell) and ran like hell back down the stairs. She called me later and thanked me, but I could tell she was still off. Sent her some texts and apologized for upsetting her. No response. Mehhh.
Why? I work my butt off. And sometimes it's like spit in the wind. Just flies back in my face. Sometimes it's jut hard. I always aim to please...never to upset so when I do it bugs me. 😔
Sigh..
Anyways, feels good to write. Makes the brain lighter before you go to sleep. Good night
I've forgotten how much my brain likes to talk to my fingers and get all my random thoughts out. Sometimes I actually hear myself talking in my head. Weeeeird.
Anywho... I'm back. I've been on writing hiatus because I've been living what I used to write about. Aka THE DREAM! Yes it's true my girl, my best friend, my other half (cliche don't care). She moved to Greensboro back in October and life has been amazing since then. It's been fun spending so much time together and getting to learn about each other in an entirely different way. The things I used to lay in bed and think about I now get to see every day and live every day.
We spent so much time apart, yet now that we've been able to see each other every day I can't even imagine what it was like. I can't imagine NOT having this. I see her every day and have no earthly idea how I ever went a day without seeing her. That infectious smile and that force that pulls me in... Wahh makes me smile haha ☺
Enough mushy mush. I'll probably gag at myself later, but whatever. I'm in love; you wanna make fun of me? Suck it. 😍
Sometimes I feel like no matter how hard I try, I somehow fall short. Like tonight. I felt like she could use some space so I didn't stick around much after I got home from work. Pissed her off. Really didn't mean to and now I feel bad. I didn't really know what she was acting funny for when I left...figured it had been a hard day and she just needed some time to herself. And I didn't want to distract her from posting her Euro trip pics bc I tend to distract. So to cheer her up I left flowers and a card at her door and doorbell ditched her place (minus the doorbell) and ran like hell back down the stairs. She called me later and thanked me, but I could tell she was still off. Sent her some texts and apologized for upsetting her. No response. Mehhh.
Why? I work my butt off. And sometimes it's like spit in the wind. Just flies back in my face. Sometimes it's jut hard. I always aim to please...never to upset so when I do it bugs me. 😔
Sigh..
Anyways, feels good to write. Makes the brain lighter before you go to sleep. Good night
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